I want to…
cuddle my only one and also slap him in the face.
run through meadows.
fly over mountains and then sink in the icy, numbing ocean.
dance until I destroy everything around me.
break a hundred eggs to make a mess.
save and embrace everybody.
go completely mental.
ride thunderstorms to unleash my undying anger.
make love to a thousand men and women.
fall on my knees and scream.
I look at the passing cars and whisper: Are we connected? Tell me, is there anybody out there?
And then God answers: I am.